Soap opera drama/elastic karma/cause and effect/elastic reflex/hits back harder/so does everything happen for a reason?/or anything at all?/standing tall puffed with pride climbing toward the fall/running out of steps/is twelve enough or too much?/just a little buzzed or just too fucked?/roll light puff/pour a little death into plastic cups/slow suicide murder abrupt/driven by disgust/disambiguation of issues discussed/empires built on sand/relationships on trust/either way it's all going the way of dust/sooner or later/rather the latter/no time for shit talk or chit chatter/better thoughts and feelings on paper/things I'll never near half understand/maybe realisation comes later/maturity is a process not a milestone/never over until we meet our maker/sinners already living in a furnace/steam rising off the surface/never begging favour/false honour or audience/maybe slipping when we run but never stepping fraudulent/just the pain in our souls, heart and raw intent/to grow beyond chysalis states/shed illusions and trace new outlines/sketch artists to architects/broad strokes complimented by intricate movements/and intimate moments/lessons and improvements/failiures and setbacks/salvaging the future from the circumstance that produced them/pretty ugly to beautifully gruesome/so many lost feelings for what moved them/burnt out dead eyes cold heart/take the scenic route around to perpetuate our movement/can't carry dead weight/if you've got no stake/then you're beyond losing/relegated/I'll stay dedicated/doesn't matter if I become a never made it/survival and growth is cause for celebration/good friends inspire me to pass hesitation/dead equivocation/whilst life stays flirting/intimating/more to this/another rising sun beyond the horizon to kiss/romantic notions confuse moments/still trying to do the right thing/stay writing until I stop breathing/might just bring/my intifada/because theres still something inside uprising...